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Holographic Fantasy

8I’ve been struggling harder then ever lately, so close to leaving society! Just when I felt like giving up, I received the most magical healing package from Shop Holographic Fantasy. It snapped me back into the fairy I am. My views haven’t changed but its easy to get caught up, busy, and lost. Forget that life is a beautiful journey and things need to be enjoyed, loved and appreciated. Not wasted, disposed, to die and take up space.lips I too believe! That Garments should be cherished and lived in until finding a better home. Repairing each scar by hand with love in every stitch. Sharing “energy Imprints” I’m about that. A link is attached to the blog so you can read it for yourself! Get inspired! With the intimate relationship we as human beings have with our clothes. el1This sparked my new year resolutions of self care, and care for the world around. I am just so happy for these healing treasures and beautiful handmade Sculpt Her pieces! I will post pictures soon because I will be living in them!  While I do love to shop and get myself something new every once in a while. We don’t need more money for more things. We need to love and enjoy what we have and buy second hand more. Clothing swaps with friends is always nice. I’ve spent years working at thrift stores and I see first hand the excess and waste. There is so much to re purpose. So many beautiful clothes,  furniture, craft supplies, kitchenware, workout equipment!  While I do find myself in trends to survive  which I dislike for many reasons…. conformity, waste, slave labor…all that fast fashion talk… ya know. Watch True Cost!  It is also good to learn how to do everything yourself!  Baby steps. Anyways my faery friend  Elce reminds me the importance of Self Care, Meditation, Love, creativity, and giving!Also the Importance of renewing a garment! Visit holographicfantasy.com or insta: @shopholographicfantasy

5“In this day and age we as consumers frequently fail to recognize how much of our waste comes from clothing. Our mentality no longer entails grabbing a needle and repairing our garments ourselves but instead throwing them away and purchasing a new one dropping all of that perfectly useful fabric into a landfill. ” -Elce Read all about it here: http://www.holographicfantasy.com

“These garments are made of naturally dyed silk chiffon and were created with no patterns each existing as a one of a kind entity. As the pieces wear the owners energy imprints onto them evolving their personality. They’re created to be long time staples and heirlooms rather than trendy garments with short lived existences.’fae.jpg This fairy of 100% pure silk chiffon that has been dyed with turmeric root, coffee and berries then hand stitched together with love. Still available! “ SculptHER was created in a delicate manor to fray and fade overtime so that the garments keepers will feel inspired to repair them and continue their pieces’ life while also becoming aware of their habits as lovers of fashion in a consumerist age of disposable trends.”64This natural glittery “Flower Power” body powder is heavenly. 3 I cant wait to soften my skin with this! The fairy bath soak is so dreamy too! http://www.holographicfantasy.com/shop2 This necklace is never coming of me either! Truly love every single piece! The note is exactly why! I save and collect and put so much magic into everything I do and I appreciate it back! 9This “Wind Down” Soy  Ritual Candle is my favorite! With Lavender, White Sage, and Lepidolite Stone. Designed to address the inner self in a positive light, allowing acceptance, and awareness. Made with love and faerie magic! “These healing candles have been formulated with the intention of bringing light to life in all senses of the word altering the way we experience space through smell.”10

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Excuse Me. Mistress

baby2 Here I am having countless tea parties with one of my best friends, and I fail to notice she has the cutest stuff right under my nose! Seriously I love each piece! She is a little to quiet about it, because I would have flipped sooner had I known. When you are working hard on your own art, sometimes you miss out on others. I promote for so many cute brands, my friends, my own, but often forget about the closest ones! It bothers me is that I make so much stuff for strangers, and customers, and my mom, tia, grandma, boyfriend, whatever….. are walking around without the baddest custom threads on. No Way! I have always been bad at prioritizing but it is never too late! Ya Know, When you get busy you just dive in, and try to make it all work. So I am dedicating this post to the fabulous creations of My girl Lissette, and her line Madame X. Named after the famous painting. I chose the pieces that really fit into my style, but check out her storenvy to fall in love with one of her pretty creations. Buying from small business and from artists who create things with their own two hands, is so much more beneficial to the world then mass produced clones. So if you want magical vibes, I promise you Madame X will deliver.

Madame X – An Apparel Affair

baby3 What I love about her pieces is they are simple enough to wear with almost anything, but fun, and far from basic. The sizes and lenghts are al perfect too, they fall just right! How Darling is this Handmade baby blue, Pastel Pearl, Macaroon necklace! It is nice and long and I love the colors! My other obsession is this Pink Magic Star Necklace! It looks even better on and really sparkles, but its also so simple and girly. I bought the earrings too! Available at: http://www.storenvy.com/stores/173886-madame-x-an-apparel-affairbaby1I styled the shoot, like always, with lots of accessories, and do my own makeup! I mixed her collection with mine for some pastel puuuurfection. The mint powder puff ping, and beauty brooches are up on my shop. Macymarie.storenvy.com. I also made the adorable cotton candy rainbow shawl. I have this vintage marabou one that I treasure, so I made a pattern from it to create this one. When I get a hang of the cost and work to make them, I plan to sell a few limited edition ones on my shop.baby6 The top, if you can call it one, LOL, is vintage as well. Go to thrift stores! They are filled with treasures like this! This color combo of pastels is my favorite, pink, mint, and baby blues forever! I tend to lean towards gold too, guess I’m just gaudy like that. But Look how pretty!past3 Been Dolling around in this look for days. The Brocade Pastel with Gold on the sleep mask is so pretty together! The matching Antoinette Choker is also to die for. Only a few left so check it out. I wear the star necklace with everything! Perfect layering necklace, and so light! Tickle Me Pink. The beauty brooches are coming soon! Not only am I obsessed with layering pins on jackets, but I am also with beauty shop nostalgia! I have been obsessed with lipstick, nail polishes, perfume bottles, brush mirror sets, powder puffs, eyeliner, mascara, and other things of that nature…since I was a kid. The sight of vintage beauty ads, old movies, and images of Vanity’s just give me the chills! The whole ritual of dolling up, curls, makeup, dancing in your lingerie, its what makes us girls! No I really love it, my favorite part of the day or night, never gets old. So I had to make these babes. I made some fun summer ones too. Baked, hand painted, and decorated by me! beauty past I also scored this adorable 6o’s pastel baby doll dress, I wear it out I don’t care. Pacify Her, Now to drink something sparkly and pink like my soul!past2  My closet is Fifty Shades of Pink right meow. What to wear first.closetMY new PINK YRU & Nikki Lipstick Shoes fit perfectly into my life! Get some if you can they are Spice girls REALNESS! HEART Eyes forever! Wear with ruffle socks! Eat lollipops, and throw a tantrum in them! Have a Pity Party!cb1I’m laying in a pile of my favorite colors right now! Listening to CRYBABY! I love the illustrations, and the story.cb4cb3 99 bobby pins and I can’t find one! Pin Up Girl problems.cbbbb PUFF PUFF PASS TELL.cb5  Her heart’s bigger than her body. Her Name is CRYBABY. crybabr I am a big crybaby! When I first heard the album I was so in love, so fun to sing and dance to. I like all the songs so I had to buy the album. Plus tells a story and the booklet is to die for. Illustrated by Chloe Tersigini. Below is one of them. So, I have had this adorable little pink metallic leather jacket for years now, and did not know what to paint on it until that song came on. I grabbed a brush, some white paint, and free handed it. Then I thought of my favorite fashion club crier from DARIA, Stacey! Had to paint her on the back but with a pastel makeover. Painting her also made me think of how cute those bobble hair ties she wore are. Inspired, I went out and bought tons of them at the beauty supply shop. Got some more hair clips too NEVER ENOUGH! I am a 90s girl. BTW, Giving them out with purchases too! Then I put on some cherries on her for a personal and a rockabilly twist, then some jeweled tears. This cutie is available on my shop MEOW! Macymarie.storenvy.comcb6  She cried until she then could see. That she wasn’t even worthy of All her love and ABCs. So she spelt fuck you in 123!cb7 I also went back to pink, because I feel like I should have been born with this color! Don’t see the world in black n white, see it in shades of pink. Support local music, and small business! Shop from artists, designers, your friends, work together and make magic, make love. Make Up your own mind, and let your conscious be your guide. Trust in yourself. Wear whatever you like, and always be you! Be good to yourself and see the light in everybody! Be grateful for what you have and believe in whats to come. Don’t Judge, or try to change people, love them for who they are. Have empathy and help each other grow but Don’t grow up it’s a trap!gwen

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Crybaby Style

cb I  I fucking love Melanie Martinez! Her voice, her words, style, and this whole Crybaby Album. I purchased it as soon as it came out! I am a huge Crybaby!  I can relate to a lot of the songs. On repeat while I get dolled up! I love the creepy cute vibes and music box sounds.”Teddy bear, you are my teddy bear, You were comforting and quiet. How did love become so violent? Oh, teddy bear, you were my teddy bear. Everything was so sweet until you tried to kill me.”
mm Lime Crime even has special edition Cry Baby Blue! So Cute, and comes with tear decals. Blue lipstick is the best! In case you haven’t tried it yet.cccb Why Did you steal my cotton candy heart?pb3 “Your favorite candy’s cotton, that’s why all your teeth are rotten
Silly girl.”doll “Kids are still depressed when you dress them up And syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup” cookies“Do you like my cookies? They’re made just for you. A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too! ” boooAbove was a vegan cupcake I ate, a lighter I made, and Below are some hand painted Baby Pacifier Necklaces I created as well. boo Pacify Her! stick4tumblr_lfuxgcQXk01qdbkkqo1_1280_large “Can’t take it anymore, need to put you to bed. Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end”bbbb  Babydoll Brooches available on my shop meow. Macymarie.storenvy.com.  Also The Bad Babydoll Top below, Adult Swim Pasties and Rick & Morty Shorts I that made. Cloud choker by Marina Fini,for all you dreamers out there.shortz Your heart’s too big for your body. It’s where your feelings hide. asss “They’re pouring out/Where everyone can see/They call you cry baby, Cry baby. But you don’t fucking care!”tumblr_lfuxgcQXk01qdbkkqo1_1280_large Cry baby, cry baby. So you laugh through your tears
bb2 Tears fall to the ground. You just let them drown.
bbbt “You’re one of a kind. And no one understands. But those cry baby tears, Keep coming back again.”bandana I love mixing the baby doll style into my daily wardrobe. It always felt natural to me.  Maybe its obsession or a lost childhood, either way its part of my style and no fucks given!  Always with a punk rock vibe, or Gothic kiss because I like to practice what I preach. I also collect pastel vintage lingerie from thrift stores! Can’t get enough of it. (Brooches,and gutter pop bandannas available on my shop).twins “Places, places, get in your places. Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces. Everyone thinks that we’re perfect. Please don’t let them look through the curtains.”amor7 D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E. I see things that nobody else sees.inspire11 doll This is from one of my favorite Manga Stories. A soul tormented and Trapped in doll.cb2mmm2 Throwback Babydoll!

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Sea The Light

sea  See the Light within yourself and everyone else. Everyone has a beautiful pure light running through them. We are all a little good and a little bad, some days were overly happy and the next extremely sad. We are human, we are one, we are energy, we are stardust, we are golden. Fuck negativity. Once you focus on seeing the light in others the more you will notice a positive change in your life. Focus on all the positives and help others be healthy and happy instead of wishing them harm. Spread Love, spread light, illuminate the candles that are out. The ones who are hardest to love, need it the most, surround them with light. Imagine an eggshell or bubble, color of your choosing, around them. Imagine a big pink sparkly heart radiating with love. Check yourself before you wreck yourself. Don’t let your ego hold you back from being the bigger person, and you will notice a lot less feuds. Spend that energy on a surprise tea party with a friend Instead. Make something beautiful. Go the beach, swim in the ocean, and watch the light sparkle on the sea.ddstylezzz “We cannot hold a torch to light another’s path without brightening our own.” Ben Sweetland. Practice what we preach.
“When you possess light within, you see it externally.” stylez   I made the look above head to toe. Anybody can create something magical to wear, be it for yourself or a friend. It feels amazing! Something custom, something special, really warms the heart. Fresh baked deserts, flowers,or a stuffed animal also magical! A good deed when needed the most shines so brightly. I’ve been having a tough time lately, and one morning after feeling utterly hopeless and giving up, I got my puffy crying face out of bed and went to my local fabric store. Georga, the lady who works there, gifted me this beautiful vintage looking dusty rose teddy bear. She hand made it for me, and we hugged, teared up, and she spread so much light into me again. Like the Fill my cup Rainbow scene in the end off Puff The magic Dragon. This is quite normal for me, I constantly give with no expectations, and receive so much back in return. I am not pretending there is no bad out there, very aware, but it is crucial we all sprinkle some glittery light around, instead of throwing shade.g2  I wear bright colors because it makes me happy, it makes others happy. I worked at a thrift store for a long time, in a not so nice part of town. This place needed light, the customers came in to soak up the good vibes and fun fashion. It has The best clothes tho! I loved putting together fabulous looks for people in need, making homeless feel like celebrities, making last minute drag dreams come true. I loved helping students with their projects and lent them free clothes because I know the struggle. I love inspiring people to dress wild with no fear, to dare to be original. I loved being an ear and giving free therapy as I went through their trades. I went through thousands of bags a day and even when I was  tired, or hungover or in need of coffee and  food, I still provided excellent service to all. There is always going to be negativity, sad, broke, tired, sick, desperate, and unloved people in need of your light. All walks of life need help, love and compassion. But never feel sorry or pass judgment, we are all equal, and deserve to find our bliss.muam My favorite shop ever! If you are in San Diego GO! http://www.gumsaan.com/ steezx I am super proud of these platforms I made! MEOW. Get dolled up early in the day, get happy, make others happy. Never be a people pleaser, just check that ego and be stoked on life. Be grateful for what you have, even the challenges that make you stronger and wiser. Be proud of who you are. Shine bright. He whose face gives no light, shall never become a star.stcute It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light. g5“Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine.”Anthony J. D’Angelog3 Follow your heart, go with the flow and don’t fight it! If an occasional fun day drink takes you out of your head, then do it babe! But be careful with too much alcohol, slippery slope to health, ego, and emotional problems. Enjoy your life and help others dothe same. sttttt This SHE-RA Bag gives me life! I got it in a surprise package filled with cute stuff I adore and handmade treasures by a fellow artist who also believes in the magic of sharing light! Love you Jeannette! Girl Power! So go and send a friend a surprise, make somebody’s day who needs it, and glow! surfff

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Dirty 30

bdatmagic Thirty is such a strange(and beautiful) age for a woman to turn. I for one, don’t believe age matters, I do believe you are as old as you act, feel, and look. Or as Coco Chanel says, “A woman has the age she deserves.” So take care of your skin ladies! There are no such thing as ugly girls, just lazy ones. I feel we all grow at our own pace, and spiritually awaken when the time is right, for me it was 27. I’ve meet 18 year old girls wiser than anybody. Anyways, I felt so much pressure to have a dirty 30. I’ve attended so many fabulous ones and it is such a turning point in a woman’s life they say. But, I didn’t want to have a party and was having major birthday blues. I have been working so hard this year, and so many people I love stop talking to me. I was tired, and sad,and not feeling social. I feel like people like to ditch me on my birthday so why bother this year. I was complaining to my friend Rick at work and he said, hey its just a number, another day. It made me feel better because even with all the pressure for a party, I just wasn’t feeling it this year. Blame the moon, or blame my mood, I simply wasn’t having it. I did tho have two manic attacks, but thanks to my boyfriend and his fabulous mother, my birthday was magical to say the least. They threw me a surprise party, and was surrounded by a handful of people who truly love me. I take this over pleasing a bunch of fake faces. My friend came over with her girlfriend and dj-d some amazing original music in the garden, and I got some life changing gifts. So I made it to 30 and will keep living day to day, with happiness and enthusiasm in everything I do.alien pria4So I woke up in the morning to breakfast in bed from the love of my life, and the best surprise ever! An iridescent  bottle of Alien Tequila I’ve been wanting! I shared it over laughs with a lucky few, and will cherish the bottle and memories forever. Then I put on a party dress and got dolled up for my day. Then we went to our favorite local dive bar by the beach for breakfast, and cocktails. I love me an Irish coffee with whipped cream. pria2pria3 My Brazilian baby! He loves me for everything I am.truly my partner in this world. Plus never a dull moment, always making me laugh, and feel safe. Then we went to the beach to jump seven waves and make a wish over each one. Always start the year out in nature to stay grounded.pria1 “Those who love deeply never grow old, they may die of old age, but they die young.”Ben Franklinpria7 “We don’t stop playing because we grow old, we grow old because we stop playing.”-George Bernard Shaw !!! So true, I believe strongly into not loosing the child inside. alien4 My Dirty 30 Party Monster gift bag! A Monster Inc cup, Rainbow penis pop, and a Monster Ecstasy Pill. That pill brought my smile back, I love you for it 🙂 I also love my hello kitty goodies, and the handmade bunny garter filled with Lisa Frank confetti! So much to be grateful for. alien2 Drinking cold beer, dancing to records and making tequila drinks in the garage until guest arrive. I always said I don’t want end up like my parents, until I found myself taking the salt lime tequila shot, smoking pot, and dancing to Houses of The Holy. Oh Man. It’s not so bad,lol. priaaa Right after I blew out the candles my friend Kat turned to me and asked what I wished for. I smiled and before I could answer she said so excitedly “Live forever and have cute things!” I replied, Yes!! How did you know. So in love.pria6 One Lovepria5 “Aging can be fun if you lay back and enjoy it.” Clint Eastwood

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Frienergy

yaIt’s crazy how one phone call, or visit, from a good friend can just lift you up and make you feel really good in your own skin again. Even if you are feeling alright you can always feel better. I have been so caught up in trying to balance my work, crafting time, my online store, the post office, sleep, gym, grocery shopping even, that I have neglected friend time. Even worse, me time. Working on it… Talking with someone who really knows you, without the  judgement, competition, or envy, just pure love, laughter, and enthusiasm, is so healing. Fuck It is incredible, every phone call should end with…well,  leave you never wanting it to! We get so caught up with other bullshit, and blindsided by idiots, we become a tad bit lost. Well at least I do. We diagnose ourselves with depression, and fatigue, when in fact we surround ourselves with too many assholes. Life is a learning process and we learn something new each day. So Focus your energy and time on the deserving. If you have someone(or many) in your life where you can completely be yourself around, feel loved and appreciated for being exactly who you are, than you are a lucky one. Or just more intuitive. I have always followed my heart so  I have many good people in my life, and am so blessed. I also have the best man on earth going on 14 years, wouldn’t change a thing. Back to the happy friend phone call, time really flies when you are having fun. We start talking  around 1 or so until I realize I’m starving and its 10:30, and we are  talking about our lust for booze, ice cream cookie sandwiches, and why pink hair is the best color ever. The point being we need to spend more time getting lost with the ones we love, instead of in the day to day grind of life. Or even worse drama! Life is a journey, a learning experience, and you only get one,so wise up, hehe. Live it up. Don’t let Idiots(know it all-s)  distract you from your sole mates and kindred spirits, lose them, be brave, be yourself, and make your own path. Energy is everything, and if you want more happiness,then you must surround yourself with others who are equally enthusiastic about it. “What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.”
DSC06977 “Good Friends are like stars, You don’t always see them, but you know they are there.”

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Love Letters

luv Just got off work and found the most magical an heart warming package from a beautiful soul named Tiffany. Full of sparkle, my lil pony stickers, and more:) I loved the letter most of all! I cried! I have lived a really hard life, and am still struggling everyday, and it means the world to me when people reach out and let me know how much I inspire them with my strength, love, and positive energy. For me life has always been about the journey, not the destination. Shared stories, laughter, and the people you meet along the way is what it is all about. Non conformists who live day to day, and share the same lust for life and positive outlook. Free spirits who wear their hearts on their sleeves are the strong ones. Fame, success, money, popularity, it all means nothing in the end. What is important is to spread happiness and make a lasting impression on those you pass. To enjoy each day because you never know when your time will be. Tiffany has been  living with Lupus for about four years and still sparkles with good vibes and inspiration. She chooses an optimistic way of life, and makes the time to share her love with others. Thanks for finding me love. This is a perfect example of why I love IG! People want to Rag on it, but with out it I wouldn’t have been able to reach out on this level or have met all the talented and creative people I now call friends. Sending lots of love, light, and glitter your way too! Much Love

This really inspired me! It is so much fun to get a package, and even better when it is full of exciting q&a, glitter, and surprises. Pen Pals have been around forever but not everyone makes time to partake in the magic. Sending strangers, friends, and family, letters of Love, couldn’t be more rewarding. Instead of focusing on bills, struggle,drama, envy, hate, or any energy draining nonsense like that, write a letter, or send a cool themed gift box to friends. Tell somebody how they influenced you, inspired you, or made a big change in your life. It really is the little things in life, and tears of joy, and love. We are all on a journey, and gestures of kindness like this give me hope and strength. Share the Love.

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