I’m The Cute One

I am the cute one! bbm My personality is sugar,I always wear my hair in pigtails, and my favorite color is baby blue I love cuddling animals, reading Japanese manga, and being girly. bubbs3bubbss  Bubbles is defined by her innocence, playfulness and gentle demeanor, having a tendency to be naive, ditzy, submissive, timid and sensitive. These traits initially caused those around her, especially Blossom and Buttercup, to underestimate her abilities as a superhero;bubb I love the Powerpuff Girls! I grew up with it,and always related to bubbles so hard! No explanation needed. So I had to make her the first Powerpuff fluff in my new very limited edition fluffies. Get a pair at http://macymarie.storenvy.com/ They are hand shaped, baked, painted, and glossed then attached to a gold chain and marabou baby blue fluff I sewed, and trimmed. Buy one before I sonic scream!!!!bubbs2 I can be dim-witted and a bit of a loud-mouth. bubbls I’m sensitive you know. isusI have a slight crush on Boomer of the The Rowdyruff Boys. Shhh. Unicorn necklace, shoes, My Unico coin purse, and blue babydoll thrifted. The socks are leg ave, White faux fur coat Betsey Johnson. lip gloss Flamingo Vintage LA, Fluffs, and hair bows macymarie.storenvy.com.issssbubbls4 I hate when my friends fight! Where is my Octi stuffy!! ppp How cute are they! Get a pair http://www.storenvy.com/stores/163401-macymarie Only a few pairs of each are,and will be made. Limited edition wearable art at macymarie.storenvy.compp I have a really cool series of art books I draw in and this is the party book. I call this Utonium OG:) puff

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You are my Lifeline

faedesign You are my lifeline, and all your love and support lift me from my shitty situations.lifeline1 I am hitting the big 30 this year,my spirit remains a child,but my experience is beyond my years. I wasn’t dealt the best hand of cards in this life, but still playing to the best of my ability. I grew up poor, but it made me happy, I grew up abused, but it made me strong. I didn’t know what tomorrow ever held but it made me fearless. The scars remain, and un-stability and stress still haunt me. The streets were my best teachers, and many role models along the way gave me knowledge to take to the grave.  I have learned many lessons I will never forget, and still growing. I was born with beauty but it took 27 years to find it. I was born with brains,and a heart and personality bigger than some can handle. This complicated my life because I fought injustice since an early age,and never trusted the system, and still don’t put up with bullshit! I speak my mind,and fight for whats right. Being beautiful is a curse some do not understand,for being misunderstood for so long makes it really hard to put down my gloves. I forgive too easy, and hurt too much. I give more than I take but that’s all I know how to be. I was always stoked for holidays so I had an excuse to give fabulous creative gifts to strangers. I haven’t changed bit. Being poor in an artistic family made me super resourceful. But That is how I was raised. Dad was an artist and deadhead(still homeless) who only bartered,and showed love for strangers. My single mother, a costume seamstress and rocker who never stopped the party. She made me mad, as well as made me give an apple to all my teachers and taught me to love school. How I managed a t 3.8 GPA, art scholarships, between being a part time gutter punk, is beyond me. Drinking unlimited 40s of Old E Ice,King Cobras,(Until steel reserve came out, changed shit) and sharing space bags of boxed wine with the dirtiest punks, before using them as pillows, eating pizza, 39 cent cheeseburgers, and trying all the drugs floating around. I found my way around San Diego going to shows walking everywhere, by bus and skateboard, or wealthier kids parents. My aunt filled in as a mother and took me to the beach, and taught me how wear makeup,perfume,and be a girl. She also got me and my friends stoned on holidays. My family gave me as much love as they did pain, but the values they installed in me are priceless. John Waters was religion in our household…bedroom, trailer,hotel,beach pads,wherever it was we lived. We had it so bad but we were always laughing. Some of my adopted families were priceless but I will get to that someday. People like to label me as too kind,or trying to hard, but making people happy is all care about, as I believe we are all one. Haters don’t try. I have always seen myself as an equal to all humans,and creatures alike. No better, no worse. I don’t judge, but do despise others who make others feel less. I hate the word Intellectual, as much as I hate bullies. Always on a quest to be different we lose sight of what is really important, Togetherness. Success is great as long as it is not just to prove yourself better than others,or for somebody else. “I told you so”, should only be uttered for the stupidest of acts. If somebody else is driving you to your goals, switch gears and do it for yourself. Competition is as detrimental as it is inspiring. Life is not fair but we have the choice on how to deal with any situation. I grew up with two brothers I tried to help raise, in between punk shows, school, alcohol addiction, and finding myself. I spent my money on books, art supplies,crafts, cheap beer, 711, and LSD. I was a street kid, mother figure, avid thrift shopper, artist, good student, party girl, and loner. I always walked alone because clicks sicken me as much as social climbers. I strive to be loved but never to fit in. It is better to be hated for who you are than loved for what your not. I am living proof that wearing your heart on your sleeve is OK, and you can survive more than you think possible. Never stop dreaming, or learning, and as always,be just and Fear Not. Love who you are because you are stuck in that body, and life is much easier when you except that.paint You are my lifeline,because your love and support keep me going. Social media allowed me to find more love from strangers, then I get from my own circle. I do have heaps of love I am just relating. I have better friends then I have ever had and not ashamed to say I can now fill a void of deep loneliness. I owe all my success to you for giving me faith once more in the human race. I am a mere mortal, and battle with suicidal thoughts,chemical Imbalance, bullies, weight gain, hard work, fatigue, fear, depression, and more hate than you can Imagine. If I had a dollar for every time people sabotaged my birthday,ditched me, or told people not to like me, Id have actually have savings account. People judge me, put me down, laugh behind my back, and make my life harder than It is. I work in a place where I am underpaid,over worked, and put down. I still cant make ends meet. I live in a house where me and my love feel like losers. Some days I let them win,some days I fight, and sometimes miracles happen. Life is a constant battle and I refuse to fall.What I do have is a love, a king by my side, and one true love is enough to battle anything. Arms warmer than sand,and stronger than cement is where I find my piece of heaven. We must focus on all the good we have and never the bad, and always remember people that hurt you are hurting much worse. The seaweed is always greener in somebody else’s lake. Life is beautiful, a gift,not a promise. Thank you again to all those who make up the magical rope that keeps me afloat. I love you all.

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Tropical Visualization

aug  Tropical Dreaming forever, of an endless summer filled with color, sunsets,dancing, and kisses from the ocean breeze. Pineapples, parrots,coconuts, fresh flowers and a sea of sparkling blue and green waving trees. The older I grow the more I crave sunshine, peace of mind, and drinking every last drop of summer. As goth as I can be,(love the music forever) death and toughness no longer win the battle over the natural beauty of the world we are gifted as our playground. Just thinking of swimming with turtles,dolphins, and naked under waterfalls brings a smile deep from the heart. Flipping Vinyls, painting, cooking, and soaking up the sun is what I see for my future. Although I do have many dreams. I have lived in California my whole life and spent the last 13 Christmases in Brazil,so Seasons,and fashion trends have always been a bit confusing since I get an extra dose of summer and sunshine. I have been working on a tropical Kawaii collection for years now,and don’t quite know when I will release it because summer is close to an end….but my little online shop will be studded with fruity gems in the near future, as will a Samba drum runway show of my dreams. If possible I would pack a bag to an island and never look back. Till Then here is some tropical visualization.art Baby Blue hair is also in my near future!aug2 “Man can only see what he sees himself receiving.”tro Reach High for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream Deep, for every dream precedes the goal. trop sum1Nature always wears the colors of the spirit. tropp Swing Life Away.  pa“Just living is not enough… one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.” Hans Christian Anderson 

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Going bananas

jacked2 I’m going bananas, And I feel like my poor little mind is being devoured by piranhas, For I’m going bananas.jacked4 Who knows? Could be the tropic heat, Or something that I eat that makes me gonzo. I do carry on so, for I’m going bananas,jacked3 I love Melissa Plastics by Vivienne Westwood. They are cute, pin up perfection, and you can wear them right in the pool! Every Christmas in Brasil, my boyfriend takes me on a date to the Huge Mellisa boutique to buy me a new pair! Then for the best hot chocolate in town. I am a lucky duck. ppss3 pp2 I have a huge Tropicana side to me, and love anything that looks like it would grace Carmen Miranda(Type Carmen Miranda under my search bar and see my obsession). I also collect these chunky tropical necklaces like the parrot one I have on. I love them so much, that I will be re designing and recreating them in my own way in pastel colors with pops of neon. Stay tuned. I have always wanted banana earrings, and my mom gave me a handful of vintage plastic ones, so I made these fabulous banana earrings you see here. I ordered some more, so expect to see them in my shop soon as well! If you can see the little necklace I made above, it has a tiny papaya, coke bottle, and banana, I made it 8 years ago:) Still in love. I spent a lot of my life in Brasil, and proud to say it impacted me highly. ppsss  Who knows? Could be the wine I drink…Or it’s the way I think, That makes me gonzo. Oh, Doctor Alonzo says I’m going bananas!jacked6 I love to show off my body, my curves, my skin, but not look to bare. It been so hot lately, and I was in desperate need of some stylish layering, something modern but different. A not so cover up to complete my summer looks. I found it! I modeled for Jacked Fashion this weekend and partied with some amazing babes, anyways I wore this sheer sparkly iridescent dress and fell head over heels in love. My brain was spinning with all the outfit possibilities. I got to keep it and you can buy yourself one of these wardrobe staples at http://www.jackedfashion.com/ Wait till you see the swim wear!!!jacked5 I am wearing it scrunched at the leg with a vintage butterfly brooch, over my high waist-ed vintage bikini bottoms, and polka dot ruffle top. As usual Lolita heart shades and fun accessories. Boop Boop E Doop. jacked1 Macaron Lipstick by NYX, in Pistacio. 

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She’s A Rainbow

sp I’m reachin’ for the stars, In the sky above. Oh, I will bring their beauty home……..The colors of my love.rainbow2 And I will be a rainbow, Now your storm is gone…And I will bring my song to you,And I will carry on. sexy http://macymarie.storenvy.com/ 

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Reckless Rainbows

bae2 Girl Gangbaabae22http://daizylemonade.tumblr.com/ Photos and accessories by Marina Fini. http://marinafini.com/  Girl Gang Models in crime: Kelsey, Diane Rosser,Daisy Lemonade, Alaska, and yours truly, hehe. Score the threads at http://www.jackedfashion.com/bae1 Photos by Marina Fini Threads jackedfashion.combb Playing Dress up,designer clothes, fun accessories, sparkles, face paint, fuzzy coats, beautiful talented babes, Brittney, beers, and bed. Perfect way to waste time.baeeeebaeeefbae24 SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL GIRL GANG!!!!! http://shoptunnelvision.com/collections/kelseys-vintage https://www.etsy.com/shop/DaizyLemonade .

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Pastel Rainbow Dream

rainbow fluffs Rainbows, and pink just make me smile from the inside out, and bring out the child in me. I just made the cutest pair of fluffies yet! I have been treasuring my last bag of vintage pastel POP Beads and finally put them to good use. I couldn’t be more delighted on how they came out! I hand sewed the pink,canary yellow,mint,baby blue, and lavender marabou feather together carefully, and made the jeweled  earring posts. So much love, magic, and hard work went into these limited edition rainbow fluffies! http://macymarie.storenvy.com/ rainbow3These are to cute! Get a pair while you can:) I plan to be living in them! Outfits pics to come!

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